The end of ~ My greatest life crisis

This one isn’t polished, and maybe not complete — but here it is anyway.

My greatest life crisis ended last month. Maybe, it was that 11 hour train ride without Internet and charger. Or the 2 hour walk from St Kilda to Melbourne port, I don’t know. I only noticed when I returned to Sydney from my Melbourne and Tassie trip. My inner world was quiet and scary, too peaceful to trust.

I never felt that a single day of my life in Australia was happy, or should I say I merely looked at the unhappy part, but in fact, everyday I was happy since I moved to Sydney in late 2015. When I came back to Sydney after my Melbourne & Tassie trip, my inner world was extremely quiet, even a bit scary. The inner conflict ended without me realising after a decade, and my greatest life crisis ended after 2 years.