I have to admit that two of my recent posts feel somewhat repetitive and lower quality compared to The Loser’s Dream, but I was in the mood and crying while writing it. After getting back from Tassie late Monday, I finished implementing my stock picker on Tuesday. And now… I honestly have nothing to do. Nothing. So… what should I do next? Let’s start after I graduate from University. It was January 2020, just a few months before the COVID pandemic hit....
Lately, I have been getting too emotional for no reason. Today, I just want to look back on my life, from my days in Singapore until now, as a dream chaser. You may ask, bro what’s wrong with you? Didn’t you just say yesterday, no dreams, let go? Well yeah, that’s true, but it doesn’t mean I have given up. It’s just that I have lowered the priority of everything, no need to rush anymore....
Last week, I took an 11 hour train to Melbourne with no chargers, little reception, but lots of time. The fun game on my laptop only lasted for 3 hours before running out of battery, so I spent the rest of the time thinking about my entire life. Where did it go wrong? Everything exploded that night in 2023, and I faced the greatest crisis of my life, but I knew it wasn’t the only cause, but a chain reaction....
It should be time to continue with working on my model after the long break since Feburary. Many things had happened, but I don’t have time to record everything. My friends and brothers are going home. This is a common issue with people like us, the insecure and instability. However, life must conitnue regardless… This year was meant to fail as my ultimate goal, but deeply inside, I don’t want to fail, I want to succeed and win....
Last Sunday, we landed in Tokyo, and this is my fourth trip there. I’m sure there will be more in the future. Every single time I’m here, I ask if I went to the right place. If I took the same path 10 years ago, would I be happier if I went to Japan instead of Australia? Long before I even went to Singapore, I was really influenced by Japanese culture....
2024 has ended just like that before you realise it. It is challenging to say whether it was good or bad overall. All my goals sort of fail, but other things are coming together. Like the market, unknowns await everyone in this new year, the beginning of a new cycle… In the past, I often questioned myself about what I had done in the last year, not much like always. However, that’s me always doing not enough, then starting to have crazier goals in the next year....
This will be a new chapter of Project NAÏVE. I have updated the I to Ï in NAIVE, and it looks perfect highlighting the balance of both sides. It will be a long journey from now on, this project won’t be easy, and its destiny is nothing but failure. However, if we will fail no matter what, in which way will I have little to no regret? Giving up even before trying, or trying to our fullest and admitting our failure like a champion?...
Today is the last day of August, and as Sydney is getting warmer, it feels as though the harsh winter has passed. Last August, I experienced a devastating strike in my trading career, but now, I view that moment as a new beginning. More pieces of my life are coming together, and each month carries more meaning. This fateful August, I have finally surpassed my past self both mentally and physically....
June 8th has always been an important day for me since 2014. I have mentioned this multiple times previously in pazusoba. This is a significant turning point for me that is before August last year. Many things are coming back to me starting in 2023. It has been the 10th year for many things, and this only shows how wild I was 10 years ago. Many new ideas and dreams were born around 2012 to 2015…...
After my previous recollection, I want to spend more time emphasizing the importance of people because I was mostly focusing on myself last time. Many previous posts mentioned that my life had significant changes since the day I went to Singapore, and how it had to be that way due to many policies. Please hear it one more time and even more in the future because my past and future are always together…...