2025 is ending so quickly, just like every year, but somehow, this year feels a bit different. If you already know something would turn out, what would you do? Just like we all share the same end, one day fading from the world, forgotten by all, but does this mean our memories, our efforts, our dreams meaningless? If you knew you would fail at the thing you desire most, what would you do?...
It should be time to continue with working on my model after the long break since Feburary. Many things had happened, but I don’t have time to record everything. My friends and brothers are going home. This is a common issue with people like us, the insecure and instability. However, life must conitnue regardless… This year was meant to fail as my ultimate goal, but deeply inside, I don’t want to fail, I want to succeed and win....
Bazzite is like an open-source version of the Steam OS, I mean it is based on Linux with Proton. This becomes like a reason why I should be using Linux in 2025, it works very nicely for almost any AMD GPU. It is Linux, so things should just work without anything, but this does require some setups only once though. My GPD Win 4 is the AMD 6800U version, so it does run a bit slow especially when we have the Steam Deck....
It has been only 11 days, and what should I say about it? It is already over. I guess I should work hard next year in 2026, haha. Nah, I’m just kidding. 2025 has been great so far, but already with many ups and downs. On the first day in 2025, I had a major breakthrough in my trading model. That performance was never seen before, but the win rate is still just about 50ish....
2024 has ended just like that before you realise it. It is challenging to say whether it was good or bad overall. All my goals sort of fail, but other things are coming together. Like the market, unknowns await everyone in this new year, the beginning of a new cycle… In the past, I often questioned myself about what I had done in the last year, not much like always. However, that’s me always doing not enough, then starting to have crazier goals in the next year....
The world is almost like repeating itself, many things had happened in the past, and they are happening again, like a cycle. What is a cycle? Cycle is a circle, a continuous loop, a spiral and never-ending. Usually, it could contain at least two sides highlighting the duality nature of the world. Respecting the cycle is respecting the world, and that’s all you need to have a potentially happier life....
This will be a new chapter of Project NAÏVE. I have updated the I to Ï in NAIVE, and it looks perfect highlighting the balance of both sides. It will be a long journey from now on, this project won’t be easy, and its destiny is nothing but failure. However, if we will fail no matter what, in which way will I have little to no regret? Giving up even before trying, or trying to our fullest and admitting our failure like a champion?...
2024 is ending soon with only a month left. Last month, I wrote quite a lot about meaning and happiness. Today, I just want to extend a bit… and you know, just write some more nonsense before December. Life has been relaxing since I could finally let go of my goals temporarily, I am not giving up on everything, but just taking a break when I have to without blaming myself lazy because I am....
October is ending soon, and I only have two months left for this year. I had three major goals for this year, but like what I said earlier this year, they are more like guidelines. For sure, I have worked on them, but the outcome doesn’t match my expectations. Well, it isn’t a bad thing, I guess. Currently, I am working on a few things. One is the wowsinfo-core project and its MVP....
Last Saturday, I wrote some thoughts on why I can be happy without meaning. Today, I just have some quick thoughts on why I was unhappy in the past. When I was a little tiny kid, I was definitely happy because I simply had no idea what was happening, just playing around without purposes just for the raw fun. Up until a point, when I started rejecting something, that’s when I began to be divided....