It should be time to continue with working on my model after the long break since Feburary. Many things had happened, but I don’t have time to record everything. My friends and brothers are going home. This is a common issue with people like us, the insecure and instability.
However, life must conitnue regardless…
This year was meant to fail as my ultimate goal, but deeply inside, I don’t want to fail, I want to succeed and win. Sadly, many things are out of my control. In a chaotic world like this one, there is never a thing called stable.
I think I should treasure more when things are still around until it is too late. This was discussed here before that we are already our best self. There are many great things so far only half way into 2025, and I cannot wait for more. Just because I want to fail this year, this is exactly why I start to appreciate how fortune I am.
Life is actually not so bad, or should I say just because I let them go, it is getting better?
Lately, I have been playing too much and not focused enough, or maybe, I just enjoy life too much. It is time to get back and work hard like before. Otherwise, time will go away quicker than I realise.
Last month, I was chatting with LLM, and it is shocking how wild it is with philosophy. I mentioned how I was once again complete thanks to my trading journey, but then it said I was always complete, but yet never noticed it, because I was surpressing my true self.
The so called playing too much person is me, the hard working person is also me, and that’s right, I can be any version of me, and that is always the best version of me. Cheers!
Next time, I really like to update with my model and also some great things I guess…