Well, it is almost Christmas again, but Christmas in Summer has always been strange to me. It almost feels like living in another world, but anyway, probably since last month, I was already in Christmas mode, so I become like little brain or even a no brainer. Time to rest, but just a bit more…
I had a few goals this year, but sadly, I couldn’t do much. However, I want to get at least the trading system running early next year without any working strategies. Obsession with performance and technology is almost everything blocking me, but I have to ignore them for now. The thing is I have to get it running, and let’s see what happens next.
Now, my friend is also helping me with Maths, so it is more likely things are working. We are just solving it using Maths and IT magic, that’s all. Probability, statistics, and a bit of machine learning, that’s what we are looking for. The thing is, you never really know, yet you have to try. The outcome no longer matters anymore.
Letting go is extremely challenging, harder than getting started even, but I am trying my best to let go of everything. My dreams, my goals, my past, my future, everything. Can I just focus on this very moment enjoying it to the fullest? Even if tomorrow will be my last day, can I still enjoy every moment of today?
By putting everything down, I can take a break fully to prepare for what may happen next, my dreams, my goals, my past, my future, everything. Carrying all of them at once is too much weight, and I sometimes can’t move forward anymore… This is however hard to do, but I challenge myself as my goal for 2025.
I hope everyone has a great Christmas and a very nice New Year!
🎄🎅🎉🎊🎁🎈🥳🥳🥳